LoVe My GrOuPpY!

sometimes... I'll just sit down on the chair, stare out at the dark night sky... and wonder where my life is heading...
Its during these quiet moments when I contemplate what I have done.. To people, to myself and to God...
Its during these times when I can just break down and cry...

call me a kid, call me immature... but when the overwhelming feeling of loneliness envelopes you its hard to ignore the tears that comes to your eyes....

I'm blessed... I have everything that I need, and sometimes, I have what I want too...
I have a family, and I have friends... and I have close friends too...
but at night... when all is gone... you wonder... have you hurt anybody?...

some people dont.. but I do....
I'm accountable for every single thing that I do to people... thats why friends are so important in my life....

First priority, God
Second priority, Future
Third priority, Friends...
Fourth priority, People...
and etc...

do unto others, what you would want others to do unto you...
I try to abide by this principle...

anywayz... I lost my thumb drive... and with it.. all my documents and more....
I was pretty calm and level headed when I realized that I lost it... coz there wasnt any major stuff inside that I had to keep...
but.. now.. come to think of it... I feel pretty handicapped...
arrgh..

I love my grouppy.... JaJa, TiMo, SoNiaP and SaRa!
I hope we can be together forever! =D

My hypothesis that an unrevocable hardness will come over Tim have been proven wrong...
It feels so great to have the same Tim back again... though his priorities now had been adjusted, he's still the same Tim... maybe its because he has a very matured thinking all along...

Sonia and me seem to be pretty hyper these few days... lolz... we keep laughing and smiling at every single thing... oh yah! haha... self-fufilling prophecy works!
one example is Sonia's prediction that Traffic Management will come out for the IPRA test and it DID!! She said that she will get 1 mark for memorizing that point, and SHE DID!!
hahaz! you go gal!!

Jason, aptly renamed JaJa (binks) by errr... someone... is still his same old self too! Lolz.. but he has certainly changed over the time too... Learning to absorb Sarah's sarcarsm harmlessly into his body, it seems that it would take much more to agitate him too!
oh yah! he's love stricken! or love struck... haha... ^_^

Sarah's quality is that she is bitchy. Her weakness is she is bitchy. Her skill is bitching.
hahahaha... Jus kidding... She's becoming more and more of a perfectionist... rather good quality in her me thinks.. but it can become a weakness too...
Haha... she never changes... seems the beginning of school, she has been so sharp.. both in linguistic and mental prowess... Her dominatrix persona has somewhat diminished though...
LMAO!


It will take ALOT for me to let go of my friends.... I love my friends, and my grouppy especiaally...
I love you! You love me! We are one big groupppy!!!